Post by MessyVictory on Dec 3, 2011 19:34:09 GMT -6
It all started with two blue eyes. The most dazzling eyes ever. Katharine remembered how they looked on that day, looking down upon her. She remembered pleading with those eyes to lie to her. They wouldn't. They couldn't. If those eyes were anything but beautiful, they were honest.
"Katharine," the memory said.
For the first time, that voice penetrated past her ears and through to her heart. She had seen the blue eyes before that day, but from that moment something was different in her. At the time she thought it was the trauma, stress, and weight of death consuming her, but it was something much greater that death being born in Katharine; it was love. Katharine had had relationships before Michael Dubois, but this felt less like a relationship and more like a true companionship filled with understanding, love, compassion, and friendship. However long it took to fully blossom, it was well worth the wait. She was blessed with a better husband than she could ever have imagined.
The memory continued.
"Yes, your hon--Brigitta. Is there some sort of problem?"
The first implications of their relationship, being confronted by none other than the feared and confusion-causing headmistress. Katharine recalled her anxiety during that meeting. The cat--always the d**n cat--attacking her face.
"Michael, did you f*** Katharine?"
Brigitta's voice again. Katharine laughed out loud at the memory. At the time it seemed so ridiculous. Now it made her wonder when her husband's free period was...
"I'm not your mommy, I'm Michael. And noses are not for pulling."
Katharine's first memory of Michael with a baby. She was smiling again. And the baby bit him, she also remembered.
"I don't care if the babies have rabies, or scabies, or if they have their own babies. You could have at least helped me! But what do you do? You stand there and complain when a baby gums your fingers."
Immediately following that was their first kiss. Katharine thought that the relationship was too good to be true. She hadn't done enough good in her life to warrant spending the rest of it with someone as wonderful as Michael.
"Michael...you're the on--...how...If you think that there's...that there's anyone besides you... that I'd do 'favors' for, then you've got a lot of learning to do."
Their first argument, too, was nothing more than a misunderstanding, and was also humorous to remember.
"You're wonderful. I don't deserve you."
"You deserve better."
Probably the first lie Michael ever told her. She couldn't possibly deserve better than him. She hardly even deserved Michael. She still believed she didn't, even after nearly ten years.
"I love you." And then the bathtub broke.
Those words were magical to Katharine. She'd heard them before, but the way Michael had spoken them made her feel as though she was hearing them for the first time, and the sheer euphoria she felt was only matched on the day he proposed, and then again on their wedding day, when the two of them were joined together for life, and those blue eyes were hers for real.
And there the blue eyes were again, looking up at her.
"Mummy, the big bottle of icky green medicine broke. It fell off of the cabinet all by itself. By magic!"
"Katharine," the memory said.
For the first time, that voice penetrated past her ears and through to her heart. She had seen the blue eyes before that day, but from that moment something was different in her. At the time she thought it was the trauma, stress, and weight of death consuming her, but it was something much greater that death being born in Katharine; it was love. Katharine had had relationships before Michael Dubois, but this felt less like a relationship and more like a true companionship filled with understanding, love, compassion, and friendship. However long it took to fully blossom, it was well worth the wait. She was blessed with a better husband than she could ever have imagined.
The memory continued.
"Yes, your hon--Brigitta. Is there some sort of problem?"
The first implications of their relationship, being confronted by none other than the feared and confusion-causing headmistress. Katharine recalled her anxiety during that meeting. The cat--always the d**n cat--attacking her face.
"Michael, did you f*** Katharine?"
Brigitta's voice again. Katharine laughed out loud at the memory. At the time it seemed so ridiculous. Now it made her wonder when her husband's free period was...
"I'm not your mommy, I'm Michael. And noses are not for pulling."
Katharine's first memory of Michael with a baby. She was smiling again. And the baby bit him, she also remembered.
"I don't care if the babies have rabies, or scabies, or if they have their own babies. You could have at least helped me! But what do you do? You stand there and complain when a baby gums your fingers."
Immediately following that was their first kiss. Katharine thought that the relationship was too good to be true. She hadn't done enough good in her life to warrant spending the rest of it with someone as wonderful as Michael.
"Michael...you're the on--...how...If you think that there's...that there's anyone besides you... that I'd do 'favors' for, then you've got a lot of learning to do."
Their first argument, too, was nothing more than a misunderstanding, and was also humorous to remember.
"You're wonderful. I don't deserve you."
"You deserve better."
Probably the first lie Michael ever told her. She couldn't possibly deserve better than him. She hardly even deserved Michael. She still believed she didn't, even after nearly ten years.
"I love you." And then the bathtub broke.
Those words were magical to Katharine. She'd heard them before, but the way Michael had spoken them made her feel as though she was hearing them for the first time, and the sheer euphoria she felt was only matched on the day he proposed, and then again on their wedding day, when the two of them were joined together for life, and those blue eyes were hers for real.
And there the blue eyes were again, looking up at her.
"Mummy, the big bottle of icky green medicine broke. It fell off of the cabinet all by itself. By magic!"